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Maybe This Is Normal

by Peter Farnan

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1.
Look at me I’m not a chair I’m not inert I’m everywhere I’m a fish in the sea I’m with the birds in the trees There’s still a reason to get out of bed And check your head is on And when the TV tells me what to do I answer back I object I’m not an object I object I’m still alive I object Turn off the T.V.set Going, going, gone I'm gone Look at me (Look at me) I’m a bee (I'm a bee) I’m a frog (yeah, I'm a frog) Turning green (I'm turning green) I’m a germ (Yeah, I'm a germ) In the air (I'm in the air) The germs, the air, the air, the germs Are everywhere So what’s the point of talking to machines by phone? I’m a dial tone when I’m all alone There’s still some rooms where cameras cannot get a view Of what I do When I’m with you I object I’m not an object I object I’m still alive I forget Sometimes I disconnect Going, going, gone Not an object Still alive Sometimes Disconnect Going, going, gone
2.
In a car Dead of night By the sea after a fight With style and grace like animals With lip gloss on Two desperate fools Shouldn’t we be having more sex? Are we missing something that everyone gets? Shouldn’t we be getting it on? Come on lover - where have you gone? Let’s do it. On the TV In the air The look of love is everywhere By surprise Passionately On Tuesday night if we’re lucky Shouldn’t we be having more sex? Down and dirty Going for it Shouldn’t we be feeling it more? Come on lover, who’s keeping a score Are you feelin’ it more? let’s do it Before we die After we’ve killed On a grave just for the thrill With tears of joy and howls of rage Like dogs of war let’s engage Shouldn’t we be having more sex? Free and easy Fucking intense Shouldn’t we be close as it gets? Come on lover before we regret Before we forget Aha I want it I need it Ah ha ha
3.
I'm gonna die
4.
I am the sparrow I’m looking for food again I’m frightened of strangers Go away, I’ll come back, and then I’m eager to take it Wary of taking risks A risk could be fatal Or harmless like a kiss I am the insect I can be everywhere Blown by the tempest Gone in a puff of air I’m haunted by giants Who live for eternity I live for an hour But life burns inside of me I am the foetus I am the only one I am existing Unconscious of anyone I am all-feeling I am the everything And every moment Blows through me and out again I am the sparrow I am the insect I am the foetus Repeat it I am the sparrow I am the insect I am the foetus Repeat it Ah -
5.
JUST ACT DUMB Imagine us having sex Now that we’re too close to connect I guess tv has its effect We can’t drag ourselves away There are the undisputed facts There’s years of grinding the same axe I guess I’ll see you in the sack We can chat about decor When you give me the old ‘what for’ Just act dumb de doo dum dum De doo dum dum Just act dumb Stop your fretting there’s no use regretting It’s done Just act dumb Just act dumb Just act dumb I guess it’s never black and white That’s why I can’t switch off at night And if you want to have a fight You’re always right Now that the lights have turned dim Don’t let those big ideas in What was the main point again? Tell her she’s the only one When that moment never comes Just act dumb de doo dum dum De doo dum dum Just act dumb So stop your fretting The chord’s you’re forgetting to strum Just act dumb Just act dumb There are secrets that you have to keep So pretend that you are asleep Don’t be alarmed if you hear Beep beep beep beep beep beep beep beep Just act dumb de doo dum dum De doo dum dum Just act dumb You know the chorus So hide the thesauraus and hum Dum dee dum Dum dee dum. Dee do dum dum So start counting back From 10 to 1 From 10 to 1. Are you still there? Well soon I’ll be gone Just act dumb Just act dumb Dum dee dum dee doo dum dum Dum dee dum dee dum dee dum
6.
I’ve killed before and I’ll kill again Have another one my friend Oh yeah Hang out with the lucky few It’s cold outside but what a view Oh yeah In dirty corners ‘round the back Waiting for the heart attack Oh yeah Are you still smoking? Oh no That’ll kill you I know As I grow up and I grow weak I fill my lungs and hit my peak Oh yeah The wind is blowing in my face I suck it back and feel the taste Oh yeah Light my rocket, start the car Join the space race, see the stars Oh yeah
 Are you still smoking? Oh no That’ll kill you I know Are you still playing guitar? Your career never went far (Give up, give up, give up Give up, give up, give up Give up, give up, give up Give up, give up, give up Give up, give up, give up Give up, give up, give up Give up, give up, give up Give up, give up, give up Give up, give up, give up Give up, give up, give up Give up, give up, give up And when it’s time to pay I’ll pay And when it’s time to pray to God she’ll say “Are you still smoking? Oh no The joke is over Ho ho Are you still hoping? No hope Join the undead Bring rope And if you’re still trying to hang on No one’s listening to your song We all know where you have been The disappointed wanna welcome you in The doors are open Come in Hell is full of your friends The old and tired Nice folks We may be stupid but we Don’t smoke like you.”
7.
Darling you’ve been sleeping through the news again The president’s evaporated - millions have been fed Dream on Dream on This picture is all wrong Meanwhile in the real world moguls own the air They feed the fear that starts the war and pins me to my chair I’m blind I see Too late catastrophe Ooo Don’t go dark now Ooo Don’t fade away I need you more than ever To face up to these dark days Don’t go dark now Atoms are colliding in distant galaxies Alternate universes full of possibility Tune out Tune in No one owns your skin Ooo Don’t go dark now Ooo Don’t fade away I need you more than ever To face up to these dark days Don’t go dark now Don't go dark now Don't go dark now Instantly I’m nowhere Immediately I’m gone I’m gas, I’m air, I’m vapour I’m half an ok song Take aim Take aim No one is to blame Ooo Don’t go dark now Ooo Don’t fade away I need you more than ever To face up to these dark days Don’t go dark now Don't fade away and go dark now Don't go dark now
8.
Mr Emotion 03:33
Oooo Keep it in Who can tell that you’re receding? Who can tell Which of your animals you’ve been feeding? Eating well Avoiding hell Who can tell? Backwards and forwards and forwards and backwards Do I have to act like the rest of the actors? Come on Mr Emotion Come on Mr Emotion Come on Mr Emotion Cry Hey Hold it back Don’t look at me I’m disappearing Look at me Scream out loud but I’m not hearing Deafen me Look for me Can’t you see? Forwards and backwards and backwards and forwards My heart’s on my sleeve but I try to ignore it Come on Mr Emotion Come on Mr Emotion Come on Mr Emotion Cry Come on Mr Emotion Come on Mr you’re snowed in Come on Mr Emotion Cry (What seems to be the basic problem?) Accidents happen in back seats of taxis I didn’t react there was kind of a lack of me Sort of exactly She tried to attack me The facts and the figures won’t ever relax me Come on Mr Emotion Come on dive in the ocean Come on Mr Emotion Cry Cry Cry
9.
Have we got a signal? Have we got a fix? Let me sort out something Whose arse do I kick? Your’s? Well? Fuckin’ fix it Fuckin’ fix it You can fuck it Or you can fix it Or you can fuck around Fuck around Fucka fuck around Fuck around Fucka fuck around Fuckin’ fix it Fuckin’ fix it You can fuck it Or you can fix it Or you can fuck around Fuck around Fucka fuck around Fuck around Fucka fuck around Have you a condition? Are you feeling ill? Either you’re plain stupid Or you want to be killed No? Well? Fuckin’ fix it Fuckin’ fix it You can fuck it Or you can fix it Or you can fuck around Fuck around Fucka fuck around Fuck around Fucka fuck around Fuckin’ fix it Fuckin’ fix it You can fuck it Or you can fix it Or you can fuck around Fuck around Fucka fuck around Fuck around Fucka fuck around I’m a people person You’re a person too This is strictly business When I say “Hey, screw you” Yeah Fuckin’ fix it Fuckin’ fix it You can fuck it Or you can fix it Or you can fuck around Fuck around Fucka fuck around Fuck around Fucka fuck around Fuckin’ fix it Fuckin’ fix it You can fuck it Or you can fix it Or you can fuck around Fuck around Fucka fuck around Fuck around Fucka fuck around This is how it ends when you are going down This is how it ends when you just fail I’ll be right behind you when you lose your way With my pitchfork and my pointy tail Saying Fuckin’ fix it Fuckin’ fix it You can fuck it Or you can fix it Or you can fuck around Fuck around Fucka fuck around Fuck around Fucka fuck around Fuckin’ fix it Fuckin’ fix it You can fuck it Or you can fix it Or you can fuck around Fuck around Fucka fuck around Fuck around Fucka fuck around Fucking fix it Fucking fix it Fucking fix it Fucking fix it Fucking fix it Fucking fix it Fucking fix it now
10.
I’m trying to cook the dinner I’ve forgotten to pay attention I don’t understand what my role is Maybe I’m not performing Somebody else is calling And I think that they are in India I’m trying to make predictions But all of my targets are missing Remember to drink some water Stand up and stretch every hour Somebody else is calling And I think that they are in India They can’t seem to get my name right And they say that I am a winner Well I haven’t got the energy (Ah - Ah - Ah - ) Let’s reinvent the mother Let’s put it out to tender Let’s pull apart the father Children are so expensive (Wo - ) I need to speak to a person Not just a representative Somewhere across the ocean A new day is dawning And somebody else is calling Are you a real person? Does your family know you’re missing? Does your family know you’re missing?
11.
(What kind of lunatic god designed us?) I cannot undo all the things I’ve done I’ve said what I’ve said and I’ve already sent it My cells still divide and multiply And you’re wanting me to be level headed I wanna be big so I eat too much I wanna be thin so I just act thinner I wanna be loved but I’m scared to touch Keep disappearing and no one will get you But You know me You know me well You owe me You show me
 Everything times ten Everything times ten Look at what I’ve done The world is going to end Everything times ten I’m closing my eyes while I count to ten Change everything and my life’d be perfect God give me strength of ten men Ten times a night and I’d go berserk with it But You charm me You calm me down Your army disarms me Everything times ten Everything times ten From the bottom of my heart To the highest of heaven Reasons multiply Chaos never ends Where do I get off? Where do you begin? Everything times ten (Do you wanna know the truth? You don’t wanna know the truth)
12.
Pleasure 03:47
Maybe this is normal It’s looking funny to me I can’t keep a straight face You take it so seriously Keep on making choices Just ‘cause the choices are there No decision’s final Who knows? Whatever, who cares? But I want to know what it’s like inside a volcano I want to know what it’s like to host a tv show I want to know what it’s like Wanna know if it’s alright if I come and go For pleasure It’s alright Maybe this is normal All this electricity Maybe all the people Are like this in this city Maybe it’s a virus Or mass hallucination Maybe it’s inside us This crazy fascination But I want to know what it’s like right now everywhere But I want to know what it’s like to let go Don’t care I want to know what it’s like Wanna know if it’s alright if I come and go For pleasure Maybe it’s the dawning Of some incredible age Maybe we are staring At the top of a blank page No one gave directions Anticipating events History couldn’t help us As far as history went But I want to know what it’s like to sleep in outer space But I want to know what it’s like to wake and see your face I want to know what it’s like Wanna know if it’s alright if I come and go For pleasure It’s alright It’s alright It’s alright Maybe this is normal
13.
I'm Sorry 03:29
I’m sorry I’m sorry I’m sorry I’m sorry I’m sorry For money, for weather, for deserts through long drives I’m sorry For torture, for joking, for cooking without love I’m sorry For noisily thinking For coughing when kissing I’m sorry I’m sorry I’m sorry I’m sorry I’m sorry I’m sorry For acting, bad acting Direction is lacking I’m sorry For business at weddings and drinking through decades I’m sorry So sorry, sorry For making bad records and humming like traffic I’m sorry For loving and leaving and sleeping with bad dreams I’m sorry I’m sorry I’m sorry I’m sorry I’m sorry I’m sorry So sorry I am For eating like wartime and spilling my feelings I’m sorry For bombing, at random, I meant it, I mean it I’m sorry For last night, for last year, for next time, for all time I’m sorry For going on too long For everything starting and stopping

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released January 6, 2009

Written, produced and performed by Peter Farnan in my backyard studio

All songs written by Peter Farnan except Mr Emotion (PF and Jane Bayly) and Don’t Go Dark Now (PF and Rachael Kane)

Mastered by John Ruberto at Crystal Mastering

Art Direction and illustrations by Greg O’Connor

Special thanks to my executive production consultants: Philip Jackson, Kalju Tonuma and Greg O’Connor

Thanks to Jane, Maudie and Stella. Also thanks to my long time band mates Dale, Maz, Rich, Tilso and Spock

For encouragement and support I’d like to thank Nick, Ray, Matt and all at the Electric Factory and Michael Allen

This album was recorded and produced on Macintosh computers using Logic Pro (versions 5 to 8), some old equipment, and buckets and old suitcases.

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